NightMare =(

Recently i had nightmares..

Each nightmares only took 30min and then i'll be awake..

Awake with heart beating very fast, making me wanting to cry out..

Those feeling is not good at all.. It's not easy for me to feel.. =(

Hoping it is not any sign at all as im already enough afraid..

Hoping the bitter moment have past and sweet sweet stuff will roll in profusely

Please Please bless all of us with your love, God

Please Please gives us nothing but full of happiness =)

Marriage

Am i married? - No -

At least not legally married yet.. =)

The thought of marriage comes to me when i was 18..

At that time, i thought of being a mom..

Silly, am i? =p

However, at the current age of 23, i really thought of getting married..

and funny when ppl heard about it, the 1st thing comes into their mind is that "are you pregnant"?

No, im not pregnant..

I used to think how my wedding would be..

Chinese or Western?

Gown or Qi Pao?

But i never thought of whom am i getting married with..

Until with Baby Charles =)

Not only we planned, but really going to take action to it..

We will (or might) be registrating this year.. But dinner will be planned later

*and no, im not pregnant/suspecting of pregnant now*

I hate you

Where is the magical moment whereby a person eat chocolate and make themselves happy?

"A chocolate a day, keeps the moody away" - FAKE!!

I hate every single word i hear from you..

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy birthday to you~~

Happy birthday to you~~

Happy birthday to Baby Charles~~

Happy birthday to you~~

This is the 1st and will be the beginning of celebrating your birthday..

I will celebrate ur birthday till we walk until the end of of our life

May all your wish come true!!

I LOVE YOU ETERNITY

Convocation

Finally, convocation for my degree..

All the hardship of studying for 3yrs finally not being wasted..

i am now a Bachelor of Business holder!! XD

14/3/2010

Happy 4th month anniversary Baby!!

I may not look pretty in pics, or in terms of temper..

But i know u gave me feelings which i never felt b4 in the past..

In the moment standing on the line of death and live, we stays strong and stay breathing..

I thank God for the blessing of all these lucky moments..

May we love and stay together in the path of our very precious life..

I Love You, Baby Charles.. *muackk*

The Haunting Memories =(

I wonder how should we actually feel when we heard our current love talking bout their past relationship..

Of what happen b4 to him, im curious to know..

But once i know, my heart felt uneasy.. why?? =(

"Past is past, let it be done" is easy to be said by mouth..

But how many of us really could let it be the past??

Not that i dun wanna know anything,

In fact, i wanna know EVERYTHING even the cost of knowing it will hurt me badly =)

Sweet Chocolate Momentsss

Past incident have leave a big scar on me..

Haunted memories that i could not forgot..

Guiltiness that i could not forgive myself..

However, as times goes by, there are sweet moments..

I see smiles in the faces of others that temporary make me have those smiles too..

Especially when i see Baby and his family smiles, jokes and laugh..

These are just sweet chocolate moments.. =)

The other day went to Pyramid to buy new wallet for myself..

B4 that, head to Honeymoon and have some dessert..

I ordered Ice Cream World.. VERY NICE.. but i can't finish it..

Perhaps it's due to the strong impact, i have no appetite..

During the weekend, i spend a day (Saturday) @ Midvalley..

Watch The Wolfman and walk around awhile..

Suddenly, heavy rain..

We wore identical Polo T =D

My 1st couple Tee =)

After waiting for his family to watch finish another movie, we had our dinner @ Amarin

Amarin is a Thai food restaurant..

Finally, this is an unexpected place..

In the middle of very very kampung place, comes a restaurant.. chinese restaurant..

Food is nice, but at peak moments, we waited for 2hour for our food to come.. >< ..

White white tau foo

FISH!!!!!!

OhJian - i dun really fancy oyster

Salty Sotong =p

Wrong order from the worker there.. this crab is not how we want it to be cooked =(

I Darely ask,..

Who wanna be in my current position now?

oh God >< im faking?

Recovering Mode

Having to be in a recovering mode, helps me thought of alot of stuff..

Besides the countless sleepless night, i found out that i need to stay positive in everyway =)

I thank God/Buddha for Its blessing..

Thank God/Buddha for enable me still breathing with my Baby =)

Thank God/Buddha for me still having my full body part attached..

Thank God/Buddha for i am the most serious injured compared to Baby =)

Undenyable, i am feeling guilty..

For making the huge loss for them, and trouble them..

I tried to listen to their word *dun feel guilty as it is accident*, but still im unable to forgive myself for wat had happened..

Now, whenever im doing stuff, i'll make sure it's slow and safe..

Being in the line of death and alive, it's a indeed a magical moments of thought..

So for now, take everything positively, and positive things will come to you..

With Much Love,

Maggie =)