Congratulations on your new girl!
Although it is not something I'm surprise on, it still show me that you still choose to lie..
There are stuff you should cover, but there are situation you could not cover with all your might..
When your honesty doesn't checks out, then it can only be accompanied with all eyes seeing at you in an unfavorable way..
I did wonder why you still choose to deny, and at the end, i convinced myself that it was because you still wanted to recover your dignity with lies..
Then, looking back, I can only see myself as a blind, brainless woman who doesn't wanna accept the truth and only keep on hurting myself..
So, my new years' resolution is to be a happier me! - by subtracting you from my life..
This was never an easy solution.. but you made it easier by showing me how rubbish i am all these while..
