Lies - good or bad?

Lies may comes in any form

Some in a decent way, and some, you and I know it's gonna hurt real bad

But whatever form it may arrive, is Lie a good stuff?

Some lied to prevent unfavourable situation to happen,

while some lied for their own sake..

And in the end, who is at fault for the existing of lies?

Our finger, even mine, always point to the opposite side

And never be pointing at own side..

But I also know the fact that one finger pointed out, may cause few fingers pointing back at you =)

So then again, of which or who should be responsible?

Even if Karma comes in cycle, there must be a head to start with, and a tail to end with

An end may be the beginning of B, but it shows it's the end of A *if you get what I meant*

Path to Happiness

The last time I checked, I did majority of these:-

Just because something seems to make other people happy doesn't mean that it really does. People are very good at pretending they're happy, especially when they've invested so much into the things that are supposed to make them happy; it's hard to admit that you've been placing all your eggs in the wrong basket.

When you're purposely trying to be happy or cheerful, but just can't seem to achieve it at the moment, do something crazy. It's stupid, crazy, weird stuff like that that seems pointless, but could actually lift your mood after you do it, just because you're glad you did it. Most fundamentally, recognize that happiness is a state of mind and not something which can be defined objectively. You can change your state of mind in many ways including these suggestions:

Turn your favorite music up loud and do a stupid dance to it. Talk to yourself in the mirror.

Try a new food.

Rearrange your room in a weird way.

Write a funny or inspiring quote on your mirror/wall/locker.

Scream as loud as you can (warn your family first!) and bounce up and down; jump all around.

Get your swimsuit on, go outside and turn the hose on yourself, if it's a hot day.

If you have a child, either now or in the future, tell them often how much you love and admire him/her and do anything to help him/her.

Keep in close touch with relatives and a small circle of friends. You can't beat their love and support.

Don't be afraid to admit when you're down and need a lift. Conversely, if there's a person in your life who is a negative influence and who is dragging you down in some way, don't be afraid to remove such a person from your life.

- still unable to carve a true smile =)

Day Thinking Moments

It feels so hard to breathe.. with some sigh-ing here and there

It feels like doomsday.. when the room filled with darkness and the light is only shining out there

It feels damn tiring.. when the moments of sadness re-run itself in here

It feels so helpless.. when there is nothing can be done except waiting for time

At times I would numb myself with happiness.. and wonder why did I use the word "numb"

Not that im not happy.. but the opposites exists strongly than I thought it would be

I would often think of the opposites.. as opposites at times reminds me what happy is

I would kept it all to myself.. because after awhile, all that would be history

Though I know history that has no end would repeat itself, but who am I to say "stop" for all the things that really happens before

When you're away,

I miss you =(

Once more, the never ending once more =(

going through HELL

30th Monthiversary

And this is how i celebrate my 30th Monthiversary with him

LOL!





I Love You!

keep on smiling =)

When it isn't the right time to show