You can never show me your heart because you blinded me with your lies.. not all the times but on those important one
There is never a day my heart stop beats for you, but you made me realise all these heartbeats are for the wrong reasons...
I wish there is a time where i could turn back and erase all these heartaches.. because it is never my intention to wash face with tears..
I couldn't ignore what you did, because it constantly reminds me on how dumb i can be for you.. and it hurts to know the way you treat me is "to let the time wash away the tears"..
Am i not worth being treated loyal by a man who love me? Have i done any sin that is so unforgivable that i can only be punished with a million stab to my heart? Am i just destined.... to not be loved?
There's never an easy day for me.. i hide away all the pains with smiles and joke.. but really, im having this constant headache that is tearing me apart..
I want an end to it.. because i wanted to shine again sincerely.. i wanna tell the world that im in love again.. that im back on track.. that i stand up once again for love.. for a man i love and for i know he will treat me right..
How can this be so hard?
