Merdeka!!~

Yesterday was th 1st time ever i watch fireworks with my other half..

My bf brought me to The Curve to watch firework..

It was the happy moment counting down the seconds to Merdeka and able to wish him face to face "Happy Independence Day" =D

However, the day b4 Merdeka, Hubby said he'll meet his pet sis *which was his ex*

I dun mind coz he will bring me together..

But during my destinaton to home, i've asked him something..

That is im curious why does his ex could find a bf in a short time after letting go previous relationship..

He answered me "bcoz she's loveable by everyone, everyone likes her"..

These words amy seems harmless.. but for me, i straight kept quiet..

coz i was thinking, im not like that, im not like her, no much ppl wll like me like how they like her..

There's one time Hubby tell me.. he said that his mom asked him why i din talk to his parent..

Thus, i know, most of Hubby's ex weren't afraid to talk to his parent..

Then i know, somehow, im a failure =(

4 roses in family

To my parent heart, there are 4 human being that they need to concern 99% of their life..
I heard from many ppls that being parent is hard..
And to able raising 4 noisy "dragon" in house makes it harder..
But no matter what we did, or how wrong we are,..
They always are the one who forgive us..
Leading us back to the right path,
Eventhough it may take some pain..

Day by day, the 4 roses in family grow up..
Time by time 4 roses is changing in the eyes of my parent..
Years by years preparing for the independent life of their own,..
Second by second they protect dearly the 4 roses..

And the 4 roses that will always appreciate my parent,..
Is none other than my sisters and myself..
To love we say to lovely parent,..
WE LOVE YOU

Please go AWAY!!~

As i watch time goes second by second,
The fear in me gets stronger and stronger..
Table that is full of papers and books,
Makes my head go round and round..

As i grew older,
i found out it's hard to be a student..
wat's more to be an excellent student.
That's why i try my best in everything,
and hope and pray for a little luck not to fail..

The fear of fail,
The fear of lose,
The fear of sad,
The fear of lonely,
Please Go Away...

Station 1

Yesterday my parent went to Genting again..

Left me and my sis at home, we invite our cousin and HuBBy ^^ to skate at Pyramid..

After that, we planned to swim at my new condo, but it was too late..

Hence, we went to ate at Asia Cafe for our dinner..

After dinner, my cousin, sis, HuBBy and i went to Station 1 for drink..

It was nice hearing ppl sang song and enjoying drink while chatting..

Sis took a pic of me =)

Ppl who sang at Station 1

Hehehe

a little clip from my b'day

Below is 2 of the clip that is taken during the celebration of my birthday..
It's kinda dark and hard to see..
For those whom eyes is SUPER, enjoy XD

Genting =)

On the Day of my birthday, HuBBy bring me to Genting for a walk..

It's not the 1st time i went there,

But it's the 1st time i ever felt so special going there ^^

We went to Ripley's believe or not, and then ride Motion Master =D

after walking around, it's time to go bck to Neway and celebrate my birthday =D

Fidani Chocolate =)

The TALL Man =)

HuBBy is shorter than the TALL Man XD

Waiting for Motion Master till our turn ^^

my 21st b'day =D

Yesterday was one of my HAPPIEST b'day..

it's the day i finally reach 21 yrs old..

Although it's only a total of 12 ppl came,..

they're my family, relative, and also HuBBy.. hehe

i've celebrated at Neway karaoke..

there's buffet to eat, and im FOC coz im d b'day girl..

Neway also gave free champagne =D

My 21st b'day cake

Before cutting the cake

*From left* - aunt, Michelle*cousin*. MoM, Me, Jessie*youngest sis*, Dad, Jasmine*3rd in family*, Grace*2nd in family*

The 4 sista!!~ ~~>cheers<~~

Hubby so concentrating "talking" to cake.. LOL =p

Mom and Me

Dad and Me

*Singing*

*Muackk*

Spy cam.. wahahhaha

One of my b'day present from HuBBy

Me, Aunt, Michelle, Shanny

Uncle and me

Michelle and me

Me and grace

a moment at Canton Bay

tonite, i went to ate dinner with HuBBy and his family..
the initial plan was to eat at 1U..
but HuBBy's sis change plan to pyramid due to her work..
we arrived at pyramid and had our dinner at Canton Bay..
Once we sat, i saw the beautiful nite scenery of Sunway Lagoon..
The view so nice, it juz blew me away~~


*reflection "on" Lagoon*

*the view of Sunway Lagoon*

Laugh, Laugh and Laugh

today, didn't know why, my Hubby juz made me laugh, laugh and laugh..
I beg him to stop, but he kept making funny thing out to make me laugh..
from tickling to funny faces,..
he juz manage to wake up my laughing vain..

Unwanted feeling struck me again =(

Here it goes again..
the unwanted feeling have suddenly struck me deeply..


the feeling of loneliness..

the feeling of unwanted..

the feeling of afraid of facing others as i compare myself to her..

It is not by purposely that my mind always thought bout it..
It is by accident where ur heart beats fast knowing something ugly will arrive..
It is not always the happiness can cover the sadness..
It is where the reality of you having to face the cruel fact..

By looking at picture, she's beautiful..
What more to say when meeting her in real??..

I knew that i have him now..
Physically and mentally..
It is not him who troubles me..
It is my inner self that giving me problem..

Only in his arm i can feel the secure..
Only in his arm i can feel the warmth..
Only in his arm i can feel LoVe..
Only in his arm i can feel ME..

Early B'day For 2

Yesterday I’ve followed HuBBy to Midvalley and bought some present for his 2 nephew…
We celebrated their early birthday at McD, centre point..

Getting prepared for cakes..

Singing b'day song for the 2 b'day boys.. =D .. HaPPy BirThDaY To You~~~!

Some additional food.. French Fries!!~ XD

One piece of the b'day cake ^^

Though it's simple, but i can see tru the boys eyes that they're more than happy..

my 21st b'day dress =D

Finally, after all the hard work of searching for the ideal dress,
I’ve found one that I would love to put on on my coming 21st b’day XD

Tadaa~~!

outing to watch RC car

Today, i've went to glenmarie with my HuBBy to watch him play RC with his fren, Patrick..
Nite time, all i can see and listen is ppl playing with their RC car..
and a big track..

need i say more, enjoy the pic below ;)

im bored.. so took a pic with huBBy =D

HuBBy's mini skyline =p

Another pic with HuBBy ^^

GOTCHA!!~

HuBBy with Patrick *somehow, hidden behind the light*

RC car track

WHOA.. serious-nyer

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