Happy MoonCake Festival

Today is happy mooncake festival..
for dinner, it's steamboat with HubbY and his family..
But im starving.. can't wait for the steamboat to start..
so i eat..

LOL.. hungry ma.. lunch also i din eat coz order wrongly d.. keke

Happy MoonCake Festival!!~

The fate, The Love

Not long ago, i always ask God
Why He sent so much guy for me that hurt me in the end..
Sometimes i even think...

Until i met HuBBy, i thought he was the same too..
Then, i dare not give him all my love..
i often gave him cold shoulder, talk less, that may result in irritate many ppl..
and yet, he still talk to me, treat me very very well..
then i know, that finally, God has gave me the real love..

When we were in car today, HuBBy said something like this..
"that leng lui looking at me, so i look back at her"..
well, i actually forgot wat he said but if im not mistaken, i think he said he fell for that gal..
though it was a joke, that time i almost break down and cry coz the gal IS a leng lui..
but then i clam myself down and take it as a joke..
so nth happen =)

I wish the day to have faster arrive where i did not need to take other ppl's picture and post it here..
i wish it were me and HuBBy in the picture like their pose below..
Thanks to God for the fate, the love he brought to me
I will never question Him again

3 in a row

Finally, yesterday i went to consult dentist..
went there was a fearsome experience for me because of my past memoirs
luckily, the dentist din say any hurtful words that injured my heart
but i did wash my teeth and now i can have a shiny smile!!

I've decided not to put braces bcoz of its cost..
Though i am a lil sad, but there's a good thing coming with it..
The good thing is that i need not worry bout getting married late.. haha
Without braces, i can plan ahead towards my wedding day with HubbY =D

When there's good things happen, there'll be sad things happens..
For the past few days that im doing my assignment,
now i realize i hv done it wrongly..
Sadly, i need to re-do it again and the due date is near
make me very headache =(

All the best Ying!!!

My lil sis *Ying* currently is having her big exam -UPSR-

All the best to her!!

with much much love~~~ MuacKK

Rushing, pushing, finishing

After a week of break, assignment come in again..

everthing needs to be done correctly and yet, im still lazy..

din know why my bone suddenly felt so heavy when doing assignment.. =(

suddenly, i felt the time passes very fast..

same like any other situation, there's always a "but"..

But, i did other things besides my assignment,,

for example.... *look at below*

hahaha,.. that's rite..

taking pictures of myself wit cam XP

New image

today i went to cut my hair short.. again, it looks ugly.. but nvm.. coz it'll grow back soon.. =)

Say what??

There's a hole in my teeth that the filling came off..
so, i went to c dentist..
Dentist says it's serious and said some words that already hurt my feeling..
it's because my teeth is not straight..

i wanted to put braces since i was 12..
but my mom said "natural is beauty" that's y she rejected..
however, she won't know how i felt facing ppl when they look at my teeth..

i cry and cry and all i have was tears..
i really wanted to put braces..
but my parent only recommend me to cut the vain so that it won't pain..

mayb in this life, im destined to be sad over my teeth..
mayb in this life, i can only envy those who have great smile..

Alone iN my World

This morning, Hubby had a plan that is bring me to watch the Love Guru movie..

my sis said it was hilarious so i told Hubby that i wanna watch..

For brunch, we went to Kim Gary eat..

Then i saw Hubby msg that someone will come..

He said it was his ex.. regarding her phone problem..

Then, we wait for her to arrive..

Moments later, loneliness has arrive too..

i wasn't mind that Hubby's ex came,

but the way he talk to her, i felt like a stranger there..

all i can do was looking and drinking my "Yin Yong Milk"

of all the long conversation he had with her, he only talk to me once which is...

"Look at this".. and he show me her phone..

As both of them were talking, my eyes is only like a camera, rolling and recording their movement as in a video..

This is not that 1st time i met her, but it's the 1st time i felt like a lamp, shining them,.. or mayb too bright that Hubby forgot im there..

When the gal said she wanna smoke, Hubby said "faster check the phone then we can go outside for u to smoke"..

Little that he know that i haven't even finish my drink.. the drink is still half full..

The gal said Hubby can fix the phone taking away the sim card..

But Hubby insisted her to use his phone..

i dunno why, i could only ask myself why..

Finally, when they finish talk and paid the bill, he said "let's go"

i wanted to tell him i haven't even finish my drink..

But he was too fast b4 i could reach my hand touching him and tell him..

When i look at him, he's only facing his ex watching her walking out from the shop..

From that moment, i really felt heart breaking..

Yes, he did turn around look at me once..

And that time i already quickly suck all the "Yin Yong Milk" into my mouth..

Though he did hold my hand, i dun think he knows my heart is breaking..

After the movie, we went back to Hubby's house..

He fell asleep after a few times trying to "tam" me..

i face the wall and cried..

Cry until i felt tired, i went out to toilet..

i wash my face, hoping my eyes won't be obvious from the effect of crying..

but i know part of the bed is wet..

Mayb when he woke up, he din know the bed was wet..

he even told me "lucky u din cry"

yeah, i din cry bcoz when i did, he was sleeping..

even snooring..

in the end, like wat happen everytime in the past,

he always have reason to say when im sad or angry..

example being sick, argue with parents, etc etc..

Im not saying he can't tell me when he's sick,

But i'll think why is there so much coincidence that whenever im sad or angry, he'll say other thing out bout himself??