The Opposite

When you say u would, you wouldn't..

When you say you could, you couldn't..

When you think it's possible, it's impossible..

If everything shows the opposite, why not show me negative but result in positive?

The Past.. that hurts..

How many of us will argue about the past?

How many of us can accept the past?

Whether they are good or bad, the past is what made us stand here today..

Often we would advice those people to forget about the past..

Often, verbally, we would say "it'll be okay"..

Often we will walk right pass the past..

But it is also often, we cannot deny it never happen before..

Being sad of the past, I did not did it on purpose..

I mean, who would wanna argue over things that have done?

But when confusion, blurness, not understanding the whole story strike, how do you wanna calm down ur heart and control ur mind NOT to think of it?

When you ask me "why do u still care bout my past and make urself upset", it sounded like i don't deserve it..

It sounded like it's not my business, it sounded like a million million needle poking into my heart with pleasure while im in pain..

You are right..

What's done, is done..

It's pointless for me to think of it..

But do u know why the negative emotions is still there?

You said, time will heal..

But i said, the healing still leave scars.. A deep scars..

The Magic Little Ones

You were the miracle that once had happen to me..

You were small but yet strong enough to make huge impact..

In times of feeling rejection, you were slowly been accepted..

But unfortunately, you were back to His arm, bringing away the magic once sparkle me..

Perhaps you will be more happy there..

Perhaps you will felt more comfortable there..

But i will never forget you.. Not a single moment.. Not as long as i live..

You were the 1st came in me, You were the 1st gone in me..

You were the 1st i felt so close but yet now far apart..

I never wanted to made that decision, never in my life i would have a bit thought of that..

But situation does not accept my plead..

We may not have the fate now, but i believe, strongly believe, you will be back in years time..

I have faith in you my dear..

Love,

The one who always have faith in You =)

Model of the Day

TIRING!! =P

really damn tired.. for hrs and hrs need to pose n change + hairdo and make up..

WOW!

eventhough the outcome may be beautiful, it's really breaking my bone XD

however, it is all very nice.. especially u know it's for your big day ;)

No Separation !!

I dun wanna divide between day and night..

dun wanna separate in anything..

Can we just find solution and solution instead of giving in to Separation??! ><

I wonder..

Does he really forget what he have told me?

Or there are surprises awaits me?

*hmmmmm*

Big Planning

stay tune... =)

Daddy, oh Daddy

Dad have already went to oversea for working..

estimating will be back within 2 weeks time..

I saw dad at airport when i was on duty..

Sadly, i couldn't send him into check-in..

Emotionally, i went to toilet awhile and cried as i watch the times tick by..

Anyhow, will be welcome-ing him when he's back XD