Day 3

Today is the 3rd day HuBBy works for his new boss..
which means also the 3rd day i cannot be with him..
mayb i was thinking too much.. too much until i had the sad dream again..
and the dream, goes like this..

"We may not know what we'll see when we dream, but hope and pray it'll be a good one"

i was helping my fren doing a modelling show..
during the modelling show, there's a gal who is very frenly to every1
i dunno wat's her name, so juz call her A
after the show, i asked Hubby to come fetch me
But he said he's bz and he has left his favorite skyline car for me to drive home..
i am happy bcoz although he can't come, he still left his fav car for me..
and i no need to walk home..

"Smile does not make problems go away, but smile can make ones looks problem a different way"


half way driving home, i started to feel hungry..
so i went to a restaurant to buy some food..
i called Hubby asking he wanna eat or not..
he replied "no, im having meeting with my boss"
once he cut off the phone, i saw a Myvi, very familiar..
it looks like Hubby's myvi car..

"It was this car that made me and Hubby met"

i parked my car and went down..
then i saw A coming down from the myvi and she greet me
i asked her, "hi, who u come with?"
she din't answer me but pointing into Myvi..
then i saw, it was HuBBy..

"When ones feel lonesome, who can help except themselves?"

i couldn't believe my eyes, reasoning with myself that they are nth..
but then again, if it was nth, why would he tell me he's meeting with his boss??
Is his boss was A??.. or is there something i cannot know??
i couldn't help my feeling bursting out so i ran into the skyline and drove off..

"How fast is fast?"

speeding from 20 - 40 - 60 - 80, and continue until the maximum speed..
i was driving off lane until the racing track..
then, i crash into one of the car and passed away..

"We may never know where we'll go when we had our last breath, so live life with no regrets"

everything was so real, that i jump out from my dream..
this dream happen after i saw some1s picture in frenster..
i was looking around at other ppl profile and picture..
unexpectedly, HuBBy's ex pic appear infront of me..
i know it's past but i still dunno why am i still afraid of looking at her pic..

"Sometimes the fear make oneself look like a lil child, innocent and scared"

was it really fear??.. or was it sad of what HuBBy lied to me when he meet her alone??
it has already past, and i know i should let it go
i thought i really dun mind bout that case anymore..
but why am i still feeling sad??

"Let the past be past and never look back to follow the same sad track"