It's amazing how time has gone by so fast, you were already in my past for months..
Looking back the time when i knew you, you were so small and fragile..
That's when the future vision strike in, where i dreamt you were in my arm..
Soon enough, just like a blink of an eye, the horror made it's mark..
Deep down in me that i wished i can defend it..
To make me strong and protect you as close as possible..
But i failed.. =(
Countless tears ran through my cheek,
Infinity needles poked into my heart,
But no matter how suffer i feel,
These suffer are nothing compared to what's going happen to you.
Though i thought im gonna be Okay, i was wrong..
Perhaps i was avoiding it,
Perhaps i was covering it with smiles,
But when the times comes, i'll cry and i still will..
I now know how vulnerable it is to have those feeling,
A feeling that cannot be describe in words,
Because you, my dear, is beyond any words on earth..
*i do not know why i still post these, mayb it's the knot that still unable to untie in me*
*i am emo, you may say, but this is the Me i dun wanna fake*
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