Red

Many may ask, how do i release stress and pressure?

Simple.. I just simply listen to music whenever i can, just like the picture.. And that's what i'm doing now

When you listen loud enough, you can be in the lyrics for that very moment..

Red, very often represent happy things especially for Chinese..

But there are some red that you wish you would not encounter..

Bleed, for example, can provide you with alot of information..

Bleed in the heart that's dripping without it normal function can lead to heartache..

And sometimes, it is caused by the greed of others..

It is not pointing fingers to others but rather to say what one can feel at that moment..

you can be very sad, very drunk, but that does not give you the access of saying you dun remember what you did, nor giving you the very right reason to show others what you are capable of..

I don't know why i cried, I don't know why I bleed, but I know it's because of you..

Being your so best friend does not mean you can go ahead doing something you think I would not care..

Because it doesn't matter how I tell you I will not care, you forgot that I'm just a female like you..

When a person changed, it's either the money or the lust..

You, have both..

I saw what you are capable of, but I understand it takes 2 hand to clap.. So, i kept quiet

Because I know you went through cases that enable you to be who you are today..

But then again, and also, don't I went through the same as well? Have you thought of that when you choose what you did?

At times, I must say, Im feeling like a God..

to be able to just see, hear, feel, things that many thinks impossible..

and may i ask you back, if im not doing what im doing now, what can i do?

A good listener, needs a good listener too.. simply because this good listener is merely just another human being..

Sadly, there are not much.. and can I just create another me? Not to go through what i've been through, but to sit and listen.. purely just listen..

Jam

No, not peanut butter and jam

The last situation you wanna be in is this




Yeap, traffic jam =(

Little Mushroom

As days went by, you grow bits by bits..
Soon enough, u've met the world for 3month..
I never knew having you is such a bless..
And i thank God for his blessing..

Your smile shines through the darkest sky..
Your tears brings out the sorrow in me..

And I'm proud to have you by me =)




Love Always~
Maggie

Jobless

Staying at home for a long period of time makes me feel useless..
Although i did not spend while staying at home, my income does not grow either..

Perhaps im the one who can't sit still at home..
Job oh job.. No matter how, im gonna start work next month :)




Love Always~
Maggie

Hope you did not forget

Happy 34th Monthiversary

It's not as easy as you think

Sometimes, one show smile to hide sorrow
Sometimes, one tear drop to release pressure
Sometimes, one silent moment to let it go
Sometimes, one mouth shut to avoid arguement

Not all situations are as simple as it seems..
Merely because one gone tru alot of thing..
It is not only one voice that came to me,
But millions of words that goes beyond each another..

I fail in protecting my family,
Hence I fail in being a daughter, sister, wife, and mother..

But if there are really changing soul,
Then one will know the depth of my situation.

I din blame anymore, simply because i know no one understand..

But i would like to say, I dun feel good either..

Perhaps smile is what they want to see,
Then puppet shall I be =)

New One

生日快乐

Wishing myself,

Happy birthday! ;)