Hectic day

Feel like splitting myself into 2 parts today...
Giving me much job to do *which I love* but the time isn’t right...
Still, I din feel happy at all... i still feel sad having to wake up and think of going to work...

I guess I’ve mislead ppl
It’s not that I dun have works to do that made me feel sad
It’s just that I dun feel im there... Felt like im being extra...
I wanna change job, coz worrying that I might not have table next month...
Being patience doesn’t get me near to good news...
In fact, all im hearing is bad news...

How?? =(