Why the tears??


Wanna know how i felt??

See, it's all jumble up, which i dun even know why
since the 1st day i dun have the "welcome" feeling
i felt extra =(

Sitting alone at the corner, i start to wonder..
Do i have problem?? Is this meant to be?? Is this a test on my patience??
Am i not friendly enough??.. Do i look fierce??
Do i need to change??.. How to cope/blend in with them??

This morning, i suddenly thought of Befrienders
Befrienders is actually a place for ppl to tell out their problems (P&C) regardless of what the subject is..
And so, i went into their website..
While i was reading at their webpage, i feel like crying
and i almost did!!
Imagine me sitting at the office crying.. *wat a scene*
But im tough enough to not let the tears roll down from my cheek =)
The only time i can cry is b4 i sleep

tell myself to stay strong..
and see how things goes in coming days..
Dun cry Maggie, Dun =)