Yes, it is me

I never deny or pushed any responsibility away..

But the least i could hope for is to know it in a manners way..

If by punishing me would make ur world felt better, plz dun do it the back way,

If by paying back what i have caused, i could only repay all by blood,

If by seeing me upset makes u feel happy, congratulations, i am not happy at all,

If by making a fool out of me seems so right, i have nothing to do except being in silent

Dun ask me how, Dun ask me why,

This is just me whom i trying to figure out all these while.