Not sure why

15w3d of pregnancy, my weight has lost again.. not sure why but fortunately, baby's healthy.. 

Can feel my bone is cracking as it has been really painful lately.. a simple walk require a lot of strength than i usually need to.. not sure why, but hopefully it's nothing serious..

The other day, bought my family to short walk at Pavilion.. thanks to few AMEX friends that invited me over.. 

Just when we're about to head home, not sure why, but my heart automatically does feel like wanted to go back to Cheras.. nothing serious, maybe it's just a habit or a daily routine..

I've told myself that what's done is done.. no point on hanging on or hoping for stuff that i know for sure won't happen.. not sure why, but a little part of me still hoping..

There are a lot of thing im not sure of.. but im sure that when a person doesn't want you to be in part of their life, it's pretty obvious you can feel it :)