Was walking alone at Sg. Wang and wait for the time to pass..
It feels very lonely..
Saw families are enjoying themselves with laughter and joy.. but to think of myself, i doesn't have the luck..
Walking alone is not hard.. what's hard is when the heart really feel sad..
I tried to shower myself with happiness.. but when he's not there, it's not the same..
Not saying i have to rely on a guy, but when you have one, why not?
Im not sure should i be happy for this guy to be getting a divorce soon with his wife.. but i recently found out that everyone around me is cheating on each other..
It's just surprise to know how fragile love is.. and how strong temptations are.. i guess, if i wasn't pregnant now, i'll be like them too..
But i'm glad that this pregnancy shows me clearly how forever never happen.. it shows me that cheating is much more fun and lasting than "till death do us part"..
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