Secret affairs

Secret affairs are amazing because it excites human and promote high blood circulation..
Reasons for secret affairs is because it is secret!
So no matter how hard it is, just deny and say nothing ever happen even when it really did..

I get it..

But what i don't understand is why people still choose to deny when the truth is revealed?
Why when so many chances has given but people still choose to lie thinking they are still safe?

I have been very stubborn in not letting go and thinking it was purely my fault for what happened.. but in the end, you prove to me that i was wrong for thinking so..

You showed me that i should be happy on your affairs.. you showed me how to be fake in front of people and at behind enjoy your secret affairs.. 

After being devastated for 2 months (encounting), i realize i should be moving forward by cutting any relationship with you.. i rather you being single and have your affairs than thinking myself as a failure for your secret affairs..

All of you will conclude that i'm just over thinking.. but if you know what i knew, then you'll see the whole story "why"..