8788

No, im not giving away a guarantee winning lottery number..
But this 4 digits was special to me..

We put this as part of our nicknames, passwords, usernames, whichever and whenever we needed to create something..
It was once a beautiful number but somehow, it got ugly..

Going to places that accidently bump into this number just brings backs a lot of memories we created.. from the places we went, people we seen, conversations we had and experiences i never once had with anyone else..

Was driving around today to some of the places we once stop.. Sunway, Damansara, PJ, KL, and spent most of the time in car just looking out the window and "see" how we used to be..

Yeah, it is like in drama.. only this, is my movie :) ..

I know people would say im doing useless stuff.. but what is useful? To tear off the paper? To foolishly going back? Or to create drama so that people notice me? There won't be a useful things if there's aren't 2 people willing to work hard in "repairing" a relationship.. 

If there's only one side who's willing to do so, then karma will come back and repeat the same history again and again..

Not to sound like blaming anyone, but when people tells me i'll be fine, would they even know what is my definition of being "fine"? Sadly, at this moment, there's none.. really none.. 

To you, keeping quiet may be the best solution for you.. but it isn't working for me.. because staying silent is not the best communication to send a clear message over..