Sunday, November 2, 2014

The abnormal me

What are the odds that you're crying while watching a comedy?

Recently it rains a lot.. today is not excluded and i was staring outside the door "travelling" to i don't know where..

Not sure how to express myself but it's weird.. it's like there's 2 part of me debating which mask should i wear for people to see me today, because there's no one can handle the real me..

Even i sometimes wonder am i talking to someone or im just mumbling to myself..

I don't even know whether i still cannot accept the fact or i just don't want a divorce..

You said i'll be better here.. but look at me now.. am i really any better?

Today, you're missing in action.. im not able to find you anywhere.. hence, im only a walking body with no soul.. i tried to look for you so that i can find my smile.. but you were gone for the day.. :(

You said to be "your sunshine" because you hope whoever saw your messages will at least smile for that second.. 

But today, where my sunshine went? :(

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